holla!! its been a long time since i posted something on my blog… i know there are quite a few followers/ readers who do keep looking for the stuff on my blog, my friends also keep complaining that i have stopped posting my random stories and thoughts over here, i think i will just start today, again.
Since the last post alot of things have changed here. i got the highest placement in the college (of which i am really proud of and i am really surprised also), completed my final year with a design collection which did not get to the ramp, unofficially graduated from the college and started with job the very next day, in completely different part of the country (that part where i feel like a minority!).. adjusted to the injustice happening around, got comfortable with job and finally got a little numb, meanwhile, behavioral changes happened and at the end of it got back to my blog and started writing this post, thinking it might just help me to get over this city and the loneliness i go through everyday.. and yeah i forgot to mention i also tried my hands on twitter quite desperately making 3-4 random accounts/handles and finally thinking to settle with the current one (@desibigot).
so where should i start from and where should it end, i really don’t know… leaving an amazing college life (where i literally irritated the shit out of all my classmates) and an amazing group of friends has been quite hard.. the only support on which i am surviving right now is the hope of getting back with them and spend rest of the life peacefully and quietly, doing my own random stuff (which i don’t think is going to happen in this lifetime!). now that college is over and i am into job with a very good company (which pays really well and has been sitting in oddest of the locations since its inception!) i really don’t feel like writing, well, its not like that i don’t feel like writing its that sort of a feeling where in my mind i write some of the most interesting things that happen with me on day to day basis but when it comes down to jotting them down on paper/WordPress i feel tired, i go to watch a movie and finally come home and sleep..
Life after college is not at all like what i imagined while being in college.. sometimes frustration of being alone mounts so much that i stop taking calls of my dear and near ones, fight with them when they call continuously and fail to understand me.. you may also say i am not easy with taking suggestions on HOW-TO-HANDLE-MY-LIFE, because i feel whatever i am doing is going to be right one day… anyways… kuch jyada hi negative stuff i have written.. i will now start posting on a more positive note than ever, i will SQUEEZE out time to pursue at least one of the things i always wanted to do in my life i.e. write in the most irresponsible ways one could imagine and give chetan bhagat a run for his money (chetan sir, just joking…)
Another thing/idea that has been floating in my head for quite sometime is to start writing 100 word biographies of my loved ones and people i meet. also as i am a fashion designer i might start writing about Indian designers and my favorite subject i.e. photography and pop art, but i need help, i need someone of same wavelength as mine, who can help me in creating new posts and getting me motivated (by that i meant someone who can give me ideas and topics to write about in the respective fields). i also want to write a lot of shitty stuff about my current location of stay but i fear the government and localiites so much that i will anyway post it here but in a more diplomatic (politically correct) way..
hope you enjoy the future writings as much as you did with my earlier writing (and who know this might land me a job with a good Indian publisher…)
